Today is the 19th February 2009 . Woke up early for revisions . 

I can't believe, that i actually let the very word 'love' get over me . 

I can't believe i lost following my principle of life . 

I don't say it because i can't go tomorrow . I say it because it has been happening and it is going to happen . Next week, the week after and many more times . 

Out of which that is going to happen, i am going to change it . 

If i have to do this ignoring you thing so that you would allow me to go, it's just so sad that i'll do it again . 

If i can't, all i have to say sorry and goodbye . 

I just don't understand why are you so protective .